"confused"

gosh its raining!!!
does it mean the sky is crying?
or maybe there will be a rainbow after?
do i have to follow what my mind said?
or should i listen to what my heart dictate?

i love and hate him...
i love him for what he is
and for what he is not

but i hate him
for the unconcious words he said
was it really him? or just his opponent?