"depressed"

*sigh
why am i feeling this?
is it because i am missing someone?
is it cause of my hormonal imbalance?
or i am just making my life difficult...

why do i have to suffer?
is it because i am loving someone?
is it cause of my too much expectation?
or i am just afraid of my own ghost...

why can't i trust him?
is it because i am afraid to lose him?
is it cause of my too much love for him?
or i am just being selfish...:(