"just wondering"

just wondering why you change...
decision change...feelings change.
alright...i know
there's nothing constant in this world
except change...but...that fast?...
wow...life has been going on a fast lane
are we affected with fast phase of technology?
and even feelings are affected...
or should i ask are we infected with virus?
virus of our own make believe...virus that destroy what we have
virus that sink in in our mind
virus that started to kill our own heart and soul
is it time for a cool change in my life?
or we need to scan and reformat everything
and start all over again
so i can catch up with you...
or should i stay with the old school...
which i prefer much solemn and more deeply.
guess i choose to be in old school...i know i am left behind
and i need to accept...that i can't catch you anymore :(
all i can say is thank you...take care...be good...goodbye and goodluck.