"learned?"

hundred thirty five days have been pass
yet we still commit the same mistakes,
until now we always ask "are you busy"...
up to now there's still doubt.
now i'am doubting myself too...
should i stay or should i go?
is it worth staying or it's time to let go.
everything i do...it's always not enough for you
i stop saying hurting words but you never stop.
i always try to understand but remember i'am human too.
i'am not perfect and i have limitations.